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Tuesday, 18 August 2009

  • Wake up!

    Yes it is I. :) And I have returned. woot, woot. :)

    Soooo much has happened in the past few weeks that I don't even know where to start... and the further behind I get, the more difficult it becomes to know where to stop once I get started. :) So maybe I'll just skip over it and tell you what's really hit home for me. :)

    My new favorite quote (from someone who had just found some serious freedom): I no longer exist! I am now ready to live. :)   :)

    My new favorite piece of scripture: the last part of Ne 13:2        ........Howbeit OUR GOD used the curse for a blessing. :D

    So much has happened. I already said that... :) :) I have found a joy that I didn't know was possible, in the face of so much turmoil that I had wished not to see... And it never stops amazing me how after every mistake that I've made, scar upon scar, stupid reasoning and justification and all, My God would still choose to bring me to a place near his heart where I am safe from... well.. myself! It. is. amazing. In learning to die... to let it go... to give up the pleasure and happiness NOW for the Joy that he will give me later... And let me tell you, whenever you choose to give up the gratification and happiness of the moment for a purpose that is far greater, He will give you a joy that by far outweighs happiness.

    Happiness will never touch joy. Joy is far greater than happiness because IT IS NOT AN EMOTION.

    Emotions controlling us will always get us in trouble, because it puts our soul (mind, will, emotions) in control.... which is just where it wants to be, being our sinful nature as well... the only problem being that it will try to control our spirit (as we are spirit, soul, and body)... The BIGGEST problem with THAT being that when we are born again, God puts HIS spirit in us, and our spirit goes n chills in Heaven in Jesus... its like we're in eachother.. very connected.. very safe... anyways. Our soul trying to control the spirit of God inside of us is just NOT gonna work out very well... So we need to choose to die, everyday. Choose to let our soul die 2000 years ago in Christ Jesus on the cross, and allow the Spirit of God to overrule us. it. is. AMAZING!!! because it feels like death sometimes, I won't lie, when we die. ;) But the LIFE that God will pour into your spirit will make you come alive in a way you didnt know was possible!!! :D ITS AWESOME!! The bible does say, that whoever tries to keep his life will lose it, but whosoever loses his life will find it. :) Hence, hence. ;)

    So I've been learning alot of that... and learning to walk in it. It can be difficult, and alot of times I find myself yet again rising up n bein like "its aight, God, i got this!! i can walk it out!!"... and then things fall apart and I go, "whyyy!!! WHY God, WHY?" (why is SUCH a human word)  and God has to carefully and patiently YET AGAIN explain to me that if he would let it all go smoothly according to my careful planning, that I would think that I can do it... Which isnt true.. So he's being kind by letting it fall apart so that I come back to rely on him once more. :) *sigh* But I am learning to hear him by his voice when he whispers to me to let him have it, to stop controlling the things around me (even good things like making sure people are happy, btw)... And I am so happy. And so content! Just being his. :)

    I'm also finding great wonderful joy in loving on my Daddy, and my God. Jesus is so much more than any man here on earth is ever gonna be for me. I think I'll enjoy my time alone with him without any distractions. :) So many of the young men out there are just busy trying to find their way into what they're supposed to  be... And the rest of them don't care so much, and are just trying to get out of life what they can get for themselves while they still can... In any case, I'm gonna give them all some time to grow up, and I'm gonna give me some time to grow in my Jesus, and hopefully I will come to a place where I am so near to the heart of God, that no young man will even be able to find me without seeking the heart of God first. :)   Now don't get me wrong... I'm not saying that temptations and emotions don't arise, and that I'm not tempted to go there even just in my heart.... But I found out I can die to it!! And if I let that seed die, God can choose to either let it be buried, or he can raise it up into something beautiful.... SO much more beautiful than I could have made it. :)

    Ah. Wow. I'm really rambling on and on and on and.. yeah... Anyways. I will leave you with this thought....

    The soul is corrupt. It only produces and is obsessed with things that are corruptible. ei: clothes. styles. food. happiness. emotions. pleasure. etc. things that do not last.
    The spirit is incorruptible. It produces things that matter. love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, longsuffering, relationships, etc. things that last forever.
    What things are you living out? Are you living from the Soul or the Spirit? Are the things that you are drawn to corruptible or incorruptible?
    *If you are drawn to corruptible things, and in following after them- your corruptible happiness leaves, you will be forced to justify all of those corruptible things in order to get your corruptible happiness back.
    *If you are drawn to incorruptible things, and you stray towards something corruptible and your JOY leaves, you will be brought to repentance and renouncing of the corrupt things in order to get your incorruptible joy back.

    Hope some of that made sense. :)

    I am hungry for God... I am seeking him!! I will find him. :D I will learn to know his voice.... and then I will not be fooled when the angel of light presents its counterfeit version. Again. hah. :)

    IN DEATH, I HAVE FOUND THE LIFE I LONGED FOR!!!

    Amen. :)

    <3#xoXO
    Gianna.

    PS. i just realized i never actually told u anything that really happened... so i'll get to that later. ;)

Tuesday, 28 July 2009

  • <3 forget me not <3

     Hello all. :)

    Here I am again. Finally.

    My alarm clock somehow got set an hour late... So I thought I woke up at 7:45 when really it was 6:45. I was alittle upset when I got upstairs just in time and realized I had an hour to kill.. I'm so tired. I was tired before I got here.... And yesterday wore me out!! Wow.

    I'm in Lancaster PA right now, believe it or not, of my own choice. ;) I'm teaching this week at Lancaster Bible School. It's an outreach to inner city kids having somewhat to do with Tuesday Church. (IDK if you've heard of it) Anyways, I didn't have ANY idea what to expect, and I still don't really. :) That's not always a bad thing. However, I am supposed to show up every morning at 10:00AM, and I usually don't get home until about 11PM. It's a full, long, tiring day! I won't lie. ;)

    I get there in the morning (at least sofar) and we have a devotions and orientation thingy til 11:45, then we eat lunch, load up in our buses and vans, and head out to get the kids. This takes awhile because there's always some complication with someone whoz mom wants their sister's daughter to go along and ugh............. anyways! Then we take them back, do a series of stations that include bible stories, crafts, practicle teaching, prayer time, large group, snack, etc.... Then after that's all done, we load them all up and take them to either a hotdog roast, a waterfight, a dunktank, or a hayride. After that's all done, we load them up, take them back to their homes, and plop wearily down onto the non airconditioned bus seats and try not to fall asleep on the way back to the park. Then they have supper there for us, we eat, have a sharing n prayer time (which is actually really good and funn) and then play volleyball until they kick us out. :)

    Good times, good times.....

    ANYWAYS. So that's what I'm up to this week. :) Hopefully I'll be able to post pictures of it later. My kids are so cute. :) and SO sweet. :) And their names are difficult to remember... but that's okay. ;)

    Alot has been going on with life, too. Just alot of things that I haven't figured out. I don't know how to stop everything from turning out how it does. I find myself regreting so much. I wish I could look back on my teenaged years, especially the last one, and smile... and not regret. Not wish for something different. I feel so STUPID sometimes for everything that I do. But I'm trying to use it to remember to do better. To stand taller. To never stoop. To REFUSE to turn my brain off and use ridiculous, childish logic that this world throws at me all the time just to get what I want. It's not worth it. Ever.

    Well.... my ride will be here soon to pick me up so we can go get COFFEE on the way. :) woot, woot!!

    Love ya'll. Keep you're head up. :)

    LOVE!
    <3#xoXO
    Gianna

    PS. I miss my horses.....

Saturday, 11 July 2009

  • Pink rubberbands & gentle warnings

    Hello all. :)

    Today is Saturday.... And my Mimi left me early this morning for a week. :'( Choir tour. woohoo. :) In case you're confused as to why she's going and I'm not.. It's a long story. :) She's in choir and I'm not this year. Which turned out to be a really good thing, because my parents are gone this weekend. They flew out to PA last night to preach at a friend's wedding, and thenceforth, they left us here. It won't be so bad. I only have about a day or so watching the kids til my parents return from their escapade. :)

    Wednesday is my birthday. (not to drop loud hints)   And my Mimi will be gone. :'(   It saddens me. I've been gone plenty of times on my birthday. More often than not, really, we're out on the road doing some prison crusade or singing at a church on the way to somewhere. Not a huge problem... We just take the presents along.. or stop randomly along the way to get them. :)   I think maybe once we just waited til I got home for most of my presents... Not a huge deal in any case. But I hate it when my family is gone and scattered about the countryside on my Bday. Family is important to me... Even more so considering some of the stuff that's happened in the past year. I miss them when they're gone. Especially Ta-Mimi. :) She's my bestest friend, I'm not gonna lie. ;) But alas, she is leaving me to go romp and frolic about the countryside with her OTHER friends. and boyfriends. :P teehee. (that was a joke. mimi is a good bunn)

    Maybe I will take this moment to post my Bday Wishlist!!



    <3GIANNA'S BDAY WISH-LIST<3
    (NOTE: the following list has been enetered in a to-choose-from format, and has been edited into several price-guided categories. thank you for your interest, and please check again next year for easier options)

    Expensive things:
    Western Saddle.
    (pref either  black or a deep brownish red. horse size.)
    Camera
    (first choice [hands down]: Nikon D3X. second: Canon EOS 5D mark II. Third: Canon EOS 5D)
    Phone
    (I guess this can go on the expensive list)
    A Plane Ticket
    (To go to Colorado w/ my Mom for youth conf to see Roxy)
    Mini pool n floaty thing. :P
    (gotta git that summer tan!)
    Day at the beach/lake with my peoples
    (never done that before)

    Slightly-Less-Expensive things:
    An Amazing shirt from Victoria's Secret
    (that says "earth = bff")
    Sweats from VS that r super comfy n have hats n boots n ropes all over em. :)
    Amazing gladiator type sandles
    (I wear a 7 or 7 1/2 in most shoes)
    Shorter stirrups for my english saddle
    Adidas Hightops
    (because Nike is overrated... and im an adidas fan.. but i am kinda picky about shoes... hehe)
    The amazing bookbag I've been wanting...
    (tan/or kakki/can be camo. big.. like enough for a computer. flip-over-flap. lots of nifty pockets)
    My full lisence
    (gotta go to Iowa to get that)
    DQ icecream cake

    Even-slightly-lesser-towards-the-expensive-side things:
    The world's best vanilla CHAI TEA!!
     (sold at a little coffee shop near the Lancaster Bible College)
    Socks. I love socks. :)
    (The awesome athletic kind.)
    Adidas Sandles
    (like the amazing ones that the mexicans stole)
    Assorted amazing stickers 4 my case

    Just-In-Case-We-Win-The-Lottery things:
    Apple Macbook
    (windows can go to dell)
    A farm out west w enough room for my horses
    Motorcycle
    (Honda CBR)
    Smart Car/Mini Cooper
    (Daddy's wishes. You could drop me an old corvette or charger or possibly a new Dodge Ram n I wouldn't mind one bit) ;)
    A ticket to Thailand to spend a couple weeks w/ Rick and Renita Rhodes
     (I wanna go sometime)
    A Puppy!!
    (I want a little Registered Yorkie... Or a little registered solid colored shitzu)


    priceless things:
    A Friend. <3
    (Someone to talk to and hang out with and hold onto. Even just for a day)



    Okay so I don't actually expect to get most of the things on that list. :) But it was a nice thought. ;)
     
    I should really go back to work. I have Karina's room to paint. That's the latest project... But we're actually kinda winding down. I might even have a room soon. :D You have no idea how happy it would make me to be able to completely move in to this house... To feel like I have a home again. :)

    I will never understand why people watch with binoculars and trained eyes for the inevitable... For what we all know will come. Why do they spend their time waiting for me to fall to the ground for the dishonest pleasure of kicking me while I'm down? Well.. I hope you're happy. Are you? Does it make you happy to see me hurt? Because you feel hurt too? I know that it seems to sooth your pain to see me hurt, but NEWSFLASH, it won't change anything. It won't heal you. It won't make it better. It will only make it worse. And then you'll have to spill more blood and pain to make your own look less significant. So without being "judgmental" or defensive, I think you need to understand that it's wrong. Guess what! You're NOT always right. You may think you are, but you aren't. Your feelings are not always right. Your first judgment is not always right. Your mentalities and thought processes that you hold everyone else a prisoner to are not always right. If you really want healing, go to God, don't try to hold me to this impossible standard so that when I fall you'll feel better. Grow up. Grow some........ dignity. And get real. Life is so much more than you think. And so much less about what you think it is. Belief. Honesty. Only you and your God matter... On judgment day its you and him. Not me. Never me. He won't tell you that you were good compared to me. He won't tell you that what you did was okay because of what I did. All he'll want to know is why you did what you did with what he gave you. That's the black and white. Call me about it if you don't understand, I guess. I don't know how much more plain I can be.

    I was debating between saying that and "I love you, too". ;)

    I guess that's all I have for now. :) Eventually I will get my computer to work with the stupid camera and upload some pics of whats been going on and all that. yay. :)

    Til then, I guess I will see ya'll later.

    Mucho amor.

    LOVE!
    <3#xoXO
    Gianna. 




Tuesday, 30 June 2009

  • <3 *Pretty Colors* <3

    Hello. :)

    Summer... It's so full of green. It's such a pretty color. I love it, honestly. Of course, it's not like the green in Iowa (which I miss right now for some unbeknownst reason)... But really, few places are. :) Ohio isn't too bad. Indiana has some, too. Yes.... The lush green grass that grows quickly and needs to be mowed twice a week..... The lawn that took me 3 1/2 hrs to mow on a riding mower... the amazing, cool-to-the-touch softness that you could just sink down into and chillax in... Oh! And the smell of freshly cut grass in the evening... mixed with the smell of the flowers that grew by our house.. early in the evening when the shadows were just starting to stretch out across our property............ I'm gonna stop now before I get any more nostalgic. :) Those were some of my favorite memories... :) Those, and the ones of riding pep thru our alfalfa field in the evenings, when the sun hit us juuust right... and we were galloping across the field.... mmm.... of course those happy, tender moments were always brought to a swift discontinuance when She would either brake suddenly to grab a mouthful of grass, or kick her heals skyward.... (I'm sure she only did it in appreciation for the beauty of nature around her) teehee. Those were the good times. ah, and these ARE the good times. I just haven't discovered it yet. ;)

    There are so many things in life that I miss because I'm so busy wishing for something else. I miss the beauty of what's around me because I'm so busy missing what I knew was beautiful before. I'm so busy remembering what I did have, that I miss the things I do have. I miss my friends at home like crazy.... But I have friends here, too... It's different, yes... But I guess it's going to be different. That's okay. God put me here for a reason, and I'll be the happiest RIGHT here, because that's where he put me. He looks out for my wellbeing. Now all I have to do is figure out what he put me here to do... Who's lives I can touch. What I can be a help in.... I know I'll find happiness in that... I guess sometimes it's easier said than done. :) But when I decided that chasing happiness wasn't working, and I gave up on it, and just decided to try to make other people happy...... I found joy. And it's better than happiness... And it's overflowing.. And as long as I choose to focus on the truth, even in bad times there is joy.

    How do I keep getting sidetracked? :P

    It wouldn't be so bad if every little bunny trail I jump off on didn't elaborate into a 500 word essay on the subject. :P  ;)

    Note to reader: the following paragraph may not be of interest to you.. its mindless rambling about my horses and people i meet here w/ horses. :)

    Anywhoozle.... I went on a ride last night... Just down some back streets near here. Tanisha was kind enough to go with me. :) woot, woot. So we had fun.   Oh! On the way home, this redneck truck thing stops us.. ---Okay let me explain 'redneck truck'. It was an old maroon and silver truck w one of those whatchamacallits on the back.. it had stickers all over the back that hailed from different rodeos, cowboy associations, horse rescues,etc, n some 'guns save lives' type bumperstickers... only a few tho. ;) there was a couple bags of horse feed in the back, as well as some saddle blankets, a bridle or two, and other assorted pieces of equine related items shrewn about his vehicle in a somewhat chaotic, but to any horse person 'organized' state. :)--- Back to the story. So this guy, from beneath his weathered cowboy hat and 2 day beard, stops to talk to me. He tells me he likes jazzmin, thinks she's a cutie. He asked what kind she was and was surprised that she was pure quarter. he thought she'd have some morgan in her. meh. She's alittle bulky for that, but morgans do run diff lines in the south. Anywhoozle, he told me that his retired foxhunter is a morgan cross. I laughed... and he didn't know why.... it was because he just admitted to foxhunting. :P Anyways, so then he told me that he now rides this little mustang, who he says got arrested for throwin some jerk who shoulda never owned a horse in the first place (i pause to chuckle again, because he had no facial expression n he didn't change his voice at all the whole time). He said she's 14.3 (thats barely a horse) and she takes him over 5 1/2 feet. (i was impressed!) he also said she leaves him on the ground some of those times, or sends him over without her-- and then stands there lookin at him like "Whatr u doin down there? don't u know ur supposed to be in the saddle??    ahh. he was a funny guy. Oh, then he told me that she does show jumping, dressage, fox hunting, and all that stuff.    Am I the only one totally amused by that? I mean here's this guy that looked COMPLETELY like an original cowboy, he even had the vehicle and slight southern drawl goin on.. and then bam. He rides huntseat!? and does dressage?! and foxhunts?! :P It was amazing. I'm proud of him for not being closed-minded. ;)

    I went riding again today. This time with Mary and Olivia. woohoo.

    I don't wanna talk about it. :P

    Buuuuut, since you begged... ;)        We were off in search of trails! We found trails! :) yay. There's lots of pretty trails close to my house. Come ride w/ me. :)   Anyways, in the midst of discovering these trails, jazzmin was being a bunn. *angry face here*

    FIRST, her and the other mare were both fighting over the gelding (yeah, figure that one out), so Jazzmin was like trying to run over Olivia's pony all the time... So then they switched, and the pony was in the front, and the gelding was in the middle.. which worked out fine until jazzmin tried to run over the gelding.... (who is like 17.3 or somethin crazy like that) ...may i just say that i tried to warn her... i tried to stop her... but she INSISTED that it would be a good idea to run into the back of him.. AAAAND, he kicked with both back (shoed) feet. One of em got her in the neck, one of em narrowly missed my stomach n tore into my saddle. I was slightly annoyed. We'll put it that way... :P  Soo... there was not alot more fight to not run into the back of THAT horse. heheee... Anyways. Then we were trotting along, slightly downhill I might add, and Jazzmin decided it would be a good place to go faster than safe traveling speed... So I was tryin to slow her down, and she  tripped. *cough*.. twice.. and fell on her face... Thank God I didn't go flying over her head and into the heals of the horse in front of us. That would have been bad. But i did get a lovely bruise on my thigh from the saddle.  On the upside, she thought that it was me that had tripped her, so she minded the next time I told her to slow down. :D heheee (incase u cant tell by now, thats my slightly satisfied evil chuckle)

    Trees. Have I mentioned that I do not like trees? They should not put trees in the woods. :P  particularly right on the edge of trails or nearby sharp corners. Trees hurt. Do not hug the tree... BURN IT!!!!

    Getting rammed into a tree once while the horse is hurrying to catch up to the other horse that has gotten 2 steps away from her.... Slightly understandable... Getting rammed into a tree twice, because the horse has decided that her gaining those 2 steps quickly is worth more than my future ability to move my knee in any way.... More than slightly annoying.... Getting rammed into a tree 3... AND A HALF (yes thats possible) times... because your *Takes deep breath* horse wants to get home and decided that going THROUGH the tree would save time...... Someone get me a gun...

    I really do love my horses. Down deep inside. :P We have funn... but then there are those days when you wish that the horse slaughter houses were still open so you could get your $.30 a lb for meat, and extra for the feet and hair for glue and violin strings.... :P   :)   I'm sure by tomorrow everything will be back to a loving state of ushy gushy luvy my horsie bliss.  I'll just avoid looking at all the scars of previous, and bleeding present, rope burns on my hands until then. ;)

    i don't have pictures. again. oops. :)

    next time. perhaps. :)

    I gotta go clean..... and do wash... so I can go to a softball game tonight. :D

    Later all. :)

    LOVE!
    <3#xoXO
    Gianna.

    PS. I would have posted my birthday wishlist, but i didn't figure it'd do much good. ;)

    PPS. I love you all, I hope u have a fabulous day!

    PPPS. If you made it all the way thru the post, give YOURSELF 2 eprops, u deserve it. :P

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

  • Joy in the Storm.

    I woke up this morning
    And I saw the storm clouds rolling
    But thru your eyes, my savior
    I saw the silver lining
    I can understand now
    That the rain just helps me to grow
    And sheltered in your arms, Lord
    I will learn the things I don't know

    I can't believe the joy, that I see in this storm
    No I can't believe the joy, that I see in this storm
    And I can't believe the peace that I feel in my heart--

    ---Almighty God of mercy and Love
    Loving me, keep me always
    --Righteous God of wisdom and truth
    Truth and light, show me the way

    There's joy in the storm.

    Now I lay me down to rest
    Feeling how I am so blessed
    And I thank you, my savior
    That I'm worthy to be test
    The storm it makes me stronger
    And if the rain lasts longer
    I know that in the morning
    All the more brilliant the rainbow

    And I can't believe the joy, that I see in this storm
    No I can't believe the joy, that I see in this storm
    And I can't believe the peace, that I feel in my heart

    --Almighty God of mercy and love--
    Loving me, keep me always
    --Righteous God of wisdom and truth
    Truth and light, show me the way

    There's joy in the storm.

    Can you see the silver lining
    of what I know is waiting
    A beautiful horizon
    and the promise of new life...

    The joy in the storm.





    I guess this kinda had to take on a new meaning to me today. :)

    I woke up to a phone call from Steph today... She said that Nikki's face was all swollen up, and that there were hives all over her  neck. My first though? WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN WHILE I'M GONE?!?!?! *sigh* I'm in PA right now for a conference, and I won't get home until Monday. Oh my trauma.

    Soooo.... I called around.... Tried to get stuff figured out.... Roger was kind enough to go over and check her out (and discover that she had hives all over her body) and stay there while I called a vet to come over.... She tried to IV her apparently, and that didn't go so well..... I forgot to warn her that you have to be careful when giving Nikki shots. oops. :) So they gave her the medicine orally. woohoo. Now she's gotta have steroids for the next 6 days. (No, as tempting as it may be, I will not be stealing any. :P) *dramatic sigh* SO..... a million and 5 phone calls and a cup of very strong coffee later, I am recovering my severed nervs. :)

    She ate a bug. Apparently. So the vet says. And it must have stung her in her mouth and she had an allergic reaction. (duh). So the hives all over her body and very swollen face resulted. I have no way to see that. slightly annoying.  I think she'll live. Also slightly annoying. hahaha TOTALLY kidding!

    I think I'm alittle looney.... All of my emotions were spent this morning with my traumatic experience. My poor baby is so far away from me hurting and needing to be taken care of and i'm in PA of all places!!! :'( I want to go home and take care of her.... Oh well. She's God's horse. I may not be there, But he is. I'm just the caretaker anyways, I suppose. :) It happened for a reason. And I will be okay.

    The point being........ That there's been alot going on I guess. Good and bad. More bad than good sometimes, I guess... :) Anyways, I guess it's been interesting to learn that I get extra grace and joy during the hard times. I'm learning that if I accept it, I can be happy and joyful and excited about life all the time. Even more during bad times even than in good. It's been an amazing eye opener.... And now I'm like... duh. :) Why did I NOT see this before?? ;)

    I guess I'm gonna be needing this little eye opener. I'm facing some really difficult stuff here in the next couple weeks... Some really painful choices and stuff. Pray for me, if you think about it, that I will be strong and sensitive to what God is asking of me, and telling me to do. :)



    LIVE like today is the only day.
    Like your eternal reward is based on your performance today.
    Because Jesus The Christ DIED so that today you could LIVE.
    It doesn't matter how much you DO today, but how you perform what is asked of you. In your heart. In your spirit. In your mind. In your actions.
    Because today is the ONLY day that you have.



    I am feeling very loving right now. :) *Hugs to all*


    Just a few pics of the most interesting things that happened this week (all phone pics, my camera isnt here)



    I had 4 cups of coffee and an energy drink to keep me awake last saturday... Can someone say Caffeine crash?? (quietly, please. :P) It was like a hangover. it was horrible.


    Our amazing adventure roadtrip with caleb and Nelson (SHEEP TIPPING!! AAAH!) this is the best picture I could get. Caleb kept trying to run away.


    Nelson goes Amish


    I scare hot girls away from Jevan....







    pictures later of our amazing trip w/ cousin kyle!! wootwoot!! :)




    Alrighty I should be going. :)

    My Madre is preaching. (sorta) I'm sitting in the back of the conf... Oh my. she just mentioned me as a child. I hope she doesn't use me as an example of what not to do... :P Oh. Nope. She totally just said I had beautiful big blue eyes.. and I was trusting. Hehe. Iz all good sofar. :)

    Later all. :)

    LOVE!
    <3#xoXO
    Gianna.


    PS. Coffee does bad things to me. I'm blamin it on that.

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  • I have a personal relationship with an almighty God that created me, you, and the earth we live on. :) I know. It makes me feel special, too. ;) I love my friends like crazy. I spend most of my time with and thinking about the 4 most important things in my life (Besides my Jesus) -Spanish Gypsy Gold: Who I refer to as Jazzmin, Snazzo, BABY, Sweetheart,& devil horse. ;) -Pep: Who mostly gets addressed as "Move, you stupid horse!" or "oh my, what a sweet little thing u r" -NickAladin's Mirage: Who I call Nikki, angel, jackass, and fancy. -Vaquero: Who I have a ton of names for. I won't even start. my horses, etc, will prettymuch be my life for the next while. Especially my baby. :) til i get a car. or cycle. jk. I've been boarding a few times. I might take it up with a little encouragement. I like photography (nice way of sayin i take 2 many pics). I like the country. I love colorado and the west. I love entertaining. i hope ur entertained. ;) He thinks I'm special... n even more.

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